Archive for October, 2009

Past the point of no return

October 29, 2009 Leave a comment

For almost months now I’ve been having major attacks about the hard fact of my life: Failure. My dreams end. Losing the touch with others world. The unknown. It’s spasmodically horrible depressing because I’ve drawn back myself to the subject of death. My own end. Something’s in my shoulder that makes it difficult for me living. I wasn’t able to watch Survivor Philippines today, because my brother sucks.

The abode I’m in is not safe. It seems like no one really cares about everything, to the fact that I lost my full fidelity to them.


Past the real of life’s misunderstanding of life itself. Our jazz chant went a little good.I haven’t memorized yet a few parts of the piece. I hope our group will make it to the finals. Kweeva gave me a vuitton shoes today, it overwhelmed me so much. I’ll have my nippy-ples pierced tomorrow.



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Last day in computer lab

October 23, 2009 Leave a comment

The IP address in myspace is not working in our computer lab.  Plus, I tyoed the IP address in the search bar and the page appeared but there is no space for me top type my address.


Our project in Biology grabbed only 1 percent out of 5.   Goodluck for laters Unit Test in Math.

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A mediocre’s love.

October 20, 2009 Leave a comment

I’ve been pissed this past few days. The nihilistic formation of the devil has forced me to vomit like hell. I was actually afraid to face the truth. Richmond pisses me off a lot. I want to punch him 100x in his face. This is how pissed I am. Plus I hate two faced people like some of my classmates. I loathe them too much.

Our preparation for the Speech choir sucks. It sucks a lot. I’ve been in many speech choir competition and it doesn’t look like that. Our Speech Choir sounds more of a cheering beat off slacker.

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Action without vision is a nightmare.

October 18, 2009 Leave a comment

When one creates phantoms for oneself, one puts vampires into the world, and one must nourish these children of a voluntary nightmare with one’s blood, one’s life, one’s intelligence, and one’s reason, without ever satisfying them

I want to punch someone in his/her face. I can’t forget what happened last night. I had a very bad nightmare, my Uncle called up a Priest or somewhat called “Ispiritista”. I was shouting something and my uncle didn’t tell me much of what happened last night. Now I can’t sleep, the devils are permanently formed in my mind and some are even in form of human appearance. I didn’t attend the Family day for some private and awkward reasons. I lied many times today.

Now I think it’s the time for me to remove the milk beyond my mouth, and start to put cigs on it. Manners are more of importance than Laws. I need to start a good day tomorrow. Have a good recitation, tests and performance. And with this I end my post.

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Blissful Corsage

October 16, 2009 2 comments

Yesterday was a dream of a frightful vision. I abandoned hope forever in discovering my ultimate destiny, the truth behind the blissful lies.  It’s really impossible to underestimate the power of truth. I’ve been a very bad student, a bad son, a wreckless follower of God and an unstable, skeptic and curious boy who does everything for desire.

Tomorrow is a vision of something, good or bad. We might not know that it’s already our last. Today I had brainaches during Math and Values Education. The lesson in math was really hard and I can’t even understand each detail that my professor had discussed. Forget what happened in Values Education, I don’t want to remember it. Unfortunately, Mrs. Magaoay found the plastic cup I had hidden in the trashcan E (trashcan E is for left over foods) and in my mind was a choice between the devil and the vast sea. Will I tell the truth? or my classmates already knew the truth? I told the truth, and my classmates even happily shouted that it was me. They’re very annoying. I bumped Xinia and I said sorry and she said something in reply.

For our cheerdance competition, the screening was cancelled because the teachers blatantly saw that we have the initiative to join. I’m very happy about that. My feet was already cracking down. I already went home after that. On my way home I saw Xinia and the company in front of the Studio. I re-route myself because I was wearing my piercings that time and I don’t want them to see me that way and gossip it all through my other classmates.

My brother is really annoying. I loathe him a lot. My father is absolutely drunk right now. I’ll end my post here. With this, I bid my goodbye and thankfully my first post.

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