September 10, 2011 Leave a comment

It’s been a long time. A hiatus, perse. Today I want to talk about emotions. One may perceive that emotions drives a person either to excel or to degrade his or her being as a human. Emotions are so powerful. It can make a person successful, and it can be a reason for somebody’s demise.

It depicts and captures the innate feelings of man. Either grasping euphoria or dysphoria, emotions tend to let us venture to the unknown. The unknown which is something more than skin deep. Emotion can be like a palace. A palace, perhaps if it makes you shift into the paradigm of utopia. Or, it can be hell. Emotions can slide and go down into the underworld where one meets Hades. Sometimes, it skips Charon, and the angry dispute will swim in the temptestous pool and burst the clasping emotion of anger.

Sometimes, we opiate and cage ourselves from emotions. We drift into our emotions and solely rely on it. We contribute to the faint of heart and consign to the oblivion of our mind.  Sometimes, what you’ll be reading in the local dailies would be about a married woman killing her husband because of  third party. That explicates how emotions can lead to a very unfortunate demise.; a woman felt enraged and stabbed her husband 20 times. Can you imagine that? 20 times! Emotions are so dominant,  controlling and sometimes wicked!

Frequently, when people tends to be nervous, they would blabber and tatter a lot. They will talk about random and awkward things that are not related to what he or she is being nervous about. During declamation speeches or anything that will require someone to face a multitude of crowd, he or she will put a coin under their feet and believe that all negative energies will be there and that there will be a constant flow of energy in his or her body which will make stagnant of their emotions.

Emotions brings life to a dead and pale soul. Laughter and happiness has been proven to prolong a life of a person. Happiness can be an instrument in slowing down the development of unwanted wrinkles in your face. A smile takes only few muscles to move, and a thousand for a frown.

I was urged to write something about emotions today because first, its the most important thing in writing a sports article. A sports writer should make the reader feel like he/she is in the game, feeling the same fete of the crowd and even the players. Second and lastly, because my dad was enraged and so much driven by his emotion today.

Intermittently, only a few would understand how emotions function. On how to understand what people feel and on how to decimate the right words to tell to someone who fall into the chasm of chained emotions. But always keep in mind that is should be the brain that should function the most when we commit an action. It is placed in the top part of our body because it should govern and guide ourselves as a whole, and our heart, in the center, for it will serve like a moral judgment of our action.

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Left with undying desolation

September 10, 2011 Leave a comment

[20:29] nemo_0027: congratz. gnda ng scorpion mo. :

[20:29] nemo_0027: :d [20:29] narris.carmilla: hehe thanks

[20:30] narris.carmilla: hindi na po ba malaulaunch ung aquinian?

[20:30] nemo_0027: nope.

[20:31] narris.carmilla: oh. aw

I have read Kuya Nemo’s blogpost once more in his multply account.

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Today, Duddy left a letter

June 30, 2010 Leave a comment

Daryl, this is daddy.  Parents, in their love and great concern to their children, dream big, far and wide that their children may become the best.  Indeed, law or medicine is something I look forward to, and perhaps this is just sublimation—trying to impose to you what I or your mom have not personally achieved.  Seen in this perspective, it is indeed violence,  a dictation which negates what we truly fundamentally believe upon:  freedom of self-expression and self-determination.  As parents, the tendency to dream for their children is natural, in fact, it is this dream that drives us with your mom, that encourages us to climbs mountains to mountains and turn nights into days that we may be able to provide the way for such dreams to become reality.  However, as you well know, our dream may not be your dream, and we are very much aware of that.  Let me tell you my dear son:  follow your dream…. Sometimes daddy may not fully comprehend why and its meaning… because he tends to be so biased with his beliefs and prejudices…  the art of living is in being able to struggle, through ups and downs and in a creative way, the realization and appreciation of others of the dream that you aspire for.  To work for it and be the best that you can be while gradually making people realize (though they may initially do not agree) that this is what God wants you to contribute in adding meaning and colors in this already suffering world.  Daryl, indeed, you are unique too like daddy, mommy, micco, angel and kim.  It is in this relationship that such uniqueness shines…. How it will shine is also a strategy you have to make…. Sometimes as I have said we may not understand, but this should not hinder you from proceeding.  Remember, the greatness of life is in being able to show your place, that others may live life more meaningfully because of the place (time and space) you have carved out with your sweat and blood.  Finally, go where your heart is.  From dad

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Coup de grace

January 19, 2010 Leave a comment

I’ve succumbed myself to things I don’t want, and they badly misinterpret it. I’ve been a monogamous recluse since I realized that I’m not a catholic myself. But why should I spend a thousand and two just for a complex education, in which everything that is taught in school conforms my belief?


I don’t know what to do. I don’t feel like spending my whole life in the apartment with my family. I’d rather go to Canda now and be a coffee waiter, a bathroom cleaner or anything else. I LOVE YOU ATHENA AND IGOR. This for now.




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Divine Lucidity

December 8, 2009 Leave a comment

This post is for yesterday and today. Yesterday, our class was merged with St. Bernadette. Our teachers prepared lots of activities for us. By the way, we came to school today because we didn’t join the camping, or your a glee club member or a school varsity. When Ms. Lynn entered our classroom, she checked the haircut of boys again, and frantically noticed that Jared’s hair is already long. She sent Jared to Ms. Gregorio, and Jared was given the sanction. Ms. Lynn gave me a vague look in the eye. I already knew what she mean, that I need to have my haircut the following day. And now it’s Mandatory. I don’t want to see myself inside Ms. Gregorio’s office, that would be lewd. Anyway, I decided to repeat my crosstich all over again. *Sighs. I had a great convo with Lorenzo and Ric with the recent movies. I’m about to watch New Moon today in greenbelt with my friend, Kassu. After I watched the movie, I felt nothing. It’s very uncertain, the movie is not like twilight. When I watched twilight, I had the feeling to watch it like 5 times, but in New Moon, it made me think that I wasted money for it. Well, missing a good thing ti’ it’s gone is bad.





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Winter breeze

December 5, 2009 Leave a comment

It has been one month since I last posted here and in blogspot. Yesterday after bsp, I decided to audition on YTI. Frightfully nervous but t’was okay. There were so many people who’s going to the “Last minute” audition. It was already 7:30 when it’s my turn to sing. I sang “I surrender by celine dion”. It was as good as fuck, but I don’t know if I’ll be hearing my name in the PA the following day.


High school went down camping today. I didn’t join for awkward reasons. I think it would look lewd if I ever I joined the camping this year. Yesterday in the room of the non-campers everyone has been pathetic with the given project to us, in replacement for us not joining the camping. It’s a knot-tie thing, for kindergarten. That mundane stuff bores me alot and they even required us to remove our shoe laces just to practice the knots. I think they’re poor because they can’t even supply us proper tie for our knot project.


When I auditioned in YTI, I learned to overcome my self-confidence. When I entered AVR I, I wasn’t nervous at all, but my voice was a little bit creaking. I think that’s fine and I got a compliment from a guy whom I dont know. It’s already a success for me. And now, I’m hoping for more. 20 days before christmas.

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Club Day

November 12, 2009 Leave a comment

We watched Shattered Glass in Aquinian. We didn’t finish it because the movie was boring plus the PA is fucking annoying. Our EIC talked about the Campus paper again. “Spread the Love” – Click for Justice.

Ms. Rosales will not be attending our class tomorrow, but she left a seatwork.

I feel a bit upset because my tongue piercing is swelling. I can’t eat HOT SOUP, nor chickens and cheese. I’ve finally tracked Kuya Elpo’s facebook account. What I did was:

– Typed FEU EL POL in google
– Then this linked appear : http://profiles.friendster.com/6500962
– And on the comment section I found Elpol Lorenzo
– I searched it on facebook and it’s correct.

Hahahaha. I’ll be having my tournament next next week. Goodluck to me.

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